Award-winning Yellowstone photographer and documentary filmmaker Brad Orsted's seven-year search for refuge and redemption in America's greatest wilderness.
When Brad Orsted's fifteen-month-old daughter, Marley, died mysteriously at the home of Brad's mother, he descended into madness. Blaming himself, he plunged into an abyss of grief, guilt, and self-recrimination, fueled by prescription drugs and alcohol. He planned his suicide as his wife, Stacey, searched for a new beginning. She finally found a job in Yellowstone National Park and, with their daughters, Mazzy and Chloe, the pair fled Michigan, looking for refuge and redemption in the 2.2 million acres of glorious American wilderness.
Through the Wilderness begins in Yellowstone, five months after the family's arrival in 2012, when, in an alcoholic haze, Brad stumbled into a field of sage and survived a face-to-face encounter with an adult male grizzly bear. For the first time in almost two years, he realized he wanted to live—he just didn't know how.
Desperate for help, Brad invited himself to a Crow sweat lodge ceremony, where an elder told him it was time to stop grieving. The elder's words started Brad on a journey towards sobriety and inner peace, only possible because of lessons he learned in the wild, his new job as a wildlife photographer and filmmaker, and two orphan grizzly cubs who carried him back home and taught him how to live again.
Brad's ten-year odyssey is about finding the wild inside the human heart. It is a journey of the spirit— a journey to forgiveness and sobriety, to love and life, to memory, and ultimately, to Marley.
Through the Wilderness
My Journey of Redemption and Healing in the American Wild
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- ISBN: 9781250284709
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- ISBN: 9781250284709
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- English
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April 1, 2023
A filmmaker, photographer, and "self-proclaimed bear nerd" tells the story of how personal tragedy pushed him to the edge and taught him how to live. When Orsted lost his 15-month-old daughter, Marley, in 2010, he spiraled into a deep depression. His mother was taking care of Marley the day she died, and her inability to speak of what happened and articulate the cause of Marley's sudden death effectively ended the already difficult relationship between mother and son. Looking for a new start, Orsted and his wife moved from Michigan to Yellowstone a year and a half after Marley's death. However, the author's overwhelming grief, which he continued to combat with a dangerous cocktail of alcohol and prescription medication, did not yield until he came face to face with a grizzly bear in the wild. The bear inspired a fear so profound it forced Orsted into the moment, "completely halting the merry-go-round of toxic sludge I'd been strapped to." Afterward, he began reading "everything I could get my hands on" about grizzlies (he took particular solace in Doug Peacock's Grizzly Years) before embarking on a venture to shoot documentaries about grizzly lives and habitats. Orsted's work took an especially personal turn when he began to follow the progress of two grizzly cubs whose mother had been shot by a hunter. Though warned to keep "an emotional arm's length," the author nevertheless developed an attachment to the young bears. Sadly, the state of Montana later killed them for ranging too close to populated areas. Yet rather than fall prey to despair, Orsted found strength in the realization that the bears had helped him find the wholeness he had lost. "This is the gift of the grizzly," he writes. As the author grapples with the meaning of unimaginable loss, he delivers a powerful, uplifting celebration of the healing power of nature. A candid and affecting memoir of grief and discovering salvation in the wilderness.COPYRIGHT(2023) Kirkus Reviews, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
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